anyways, i dont know what was wrong with me, i was doing everything in a hurry as i felt like i wanted to cry yet laugh at the same time.. my senior asked me what was wrong with me today when i went into her office, i dont know why everyone noticed i was differnt.. at the end of the day she was talking to someone about me and i was next to her and she leaned over and hugged me and shes like i have no idea whats wrong with her today, shes not normal.. and i wasnt! but i dont know why!
I'm still feeling weird, naitai! demo doushite? doushite naitai?!
I miss mari and her family.. i hope i get to visit them in Oita soon :) i love the countryside..
Enough for now..