Half my post go deleted, its Koichi-kun's fault ><

KONBANWA! *someones perky today*

I gave myself a time to finish doing all my uni work before i can come online so now that im done im feeling great! I'm not actually done with EVERYTHING! (Graduation project hanging over my head) but at least everything for tomorrow is out of the way..

The other day i added a site-traffic thingy to my blog, i was just curious, wanted to see how many people actually visit my blog everyday. It turned out to be way more than i thought.. Not many people know about my blog, i don't like to give it out to anyone.. talking of which, i mentioned to Reemy-chan something about my blog in class today and one of our classmates overheard and was like cool give me the link, i told her sorry but its too personal.. coz it really is.. if i knew other people were reading i wouldn't be able to write what i want to and what i feel, which is the whole point behind a blog.. anyways, turns out there people from the neighboring city, DXB, reading my blog. Now i know my sis is there and she reads it but i cant think of anyone else.. so i thought well maybe they came here by mistake but it was over 10 visits from different IP addresses, and then today, 8 of those checked my blog again... I'm rambling sorry.. anyways i was just surprised that there are people out there checking my blog sometimes a couple of times a day.. My conclusion, they were here by mistake, if not, if your someone who reads my blog regularly don't be shy to say hi, it would be interesting to know you LOL..

OK on to something else, Koichi Domoto from Kinki Kids has this song which i listened to yesterday, its quite good ^^ hes voice is to die for.. OK scratch that out XD

Oh and fefe-chan met my sis H at a science fair thingy today.. she doesn't know how lucky she is.. my sis i mean.. ;P

I'm addicted to fruit-flavoured malt drinks ^^ they're the best!

Still no sign of LF's 4th ep. to my dismay..

My bro got my 2 sisters heart-shaped plushy pillows filled with Hershey kisses, can it get any better? XD and i got an over-sized bag with ANGEL on the front, how sweet.. going to use it next time i go to the beach..

My bro thinks im angel XD how sweeet ;P

I was listening to SUMMER TIME again today for the umpteenth time and found myself singing along, then i realized, hey i know what im singing, i actually understand the words.. well not all of them but some..

Oh and i saw a clip of Gackt with Julie Andrews when she was promoting Princess Diaries II in Japan and he was her escort and at the end she was like, "how would you like to go mattress-surfing with me sometime?" (if you've seen the movie you'll know what that is).
No offense to her fans but whys she hitting on him, i wanted to whack her, shes old enough to be his mum ><

Kids are fun!

We went to the beach today. Swimming really makes you hungry ne. We stuffed our faces, we were eating non-stop. Thats not good.. oh well.. we were hungry.. Marie-san didn't come this time, zannen desu, it would've been nice..

I spent a lot of time with my little adopted baby, my mum friend A's daughter. 18 months old is the best age, definitely, i always love kids when they're at this age. They're just engaging and fun to play with. I had so much fun playing with her. She was wearing a swimsuit with a round hole down the back, by the end of the day when they were changing her clothes she looked so funny..This bit was sooo dark compared to the rest of her body. I also played with her sisters and bro, we had fun.. kids really are fun XD they awaken the child in you.. We all got really tanned. I was in the water from 10 to 4.. 6 hours, hot sun, cold refreshing water.. the best combination!

I made myself work on uni stuff after we got back home, i decided im disconnecting the wireless and only connecting once im done.. it really motivated me and i didn't get as distracted as always.. I've been online for less than 40 minutes but now im so tired from getting up at 7 and all.. i really feel like sleeping.. nemui~~~i

Ep 4 of last friends has been out since Thursday, waiting for the subbed version.. i have no patience.. Also looking forward to Shige's Wagahai..

Was reading Ikuta Toma's nikki and he mentioned EREKASHI so i decided to check the band out.. I liked this song, except for some reason this guy keeps itching and messing up his hair and whetevr in all their PVs, i have no idea why.. can't be bothered to look around and see..maybe another time..

I'm really tired.. going to sleep now.. its still early but what the heck!
Good night, sleep tight, don't let the beddy bugs bite ;)

Yoroshiku

Its amazing how fast one's mood can change ne.

Right now, im not feeling so good. Being criticized is not so easy to accept ne. Especially when it comes from people close to you.

I would like to say that it doesn't bother me what people think of me, or im not bothered by their criticism. The truth of the matter is, because they are important people to me, its hard to be so nonchalant about it. It definitely affects me, what others think, especially if they voice their thoughts in front of me. It definitely hurts.

I never try to hurt anyone on purpose, if i do (and im sure i do sometimes), it definitely is not on purpose. My motto in life is "do onto others what you want done onto yourself". I try to take people's feelings into consideration. I put myself in their shoes and wonder what it would be like to be hurt. I definitely get mad at people! no one doesn't! but when i do i try not to say something i will regret later on.

The kind of person i am, donna hito desu ka? Stubborn, but extremely sensitive. Thats part of the person i am. Do i hate being stubborn? Definitely not! I think everyone should stand up for what they believe in, thats why im stubborn. I do give in a lot, but its only if its for someone i love or if im unsure about something, other than that.. i think people should stand up for themselves.

Absolutely the most dreadful feeling ever is being ganged up on ne. If one person says something about you to your face its bearable coz you can brush it off or change the topic or something, but when its more than one and no one is standing up for you.. its an absolutely horrible feeling ne..

To be able to say "tsuyoku naritai" and "ganbarimasu" to myself through my tears is the only thing i can do in that kind of situation.

minna gomen ne if i ever hurt you and please kore kara mo yoroshiku ne
Oyasumi

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Summer is here!

The last couple of days have been so busy. Capstone + the Strategic Management class are taking over my life! Aaaah~ can't wait to finish!

Yesterday i watched Budou no ki, which is about foster kids and parents, it was interesting, but so sad. Ototoi i watched the sp for 1 liter of tears (ryo nishikido being in it doesn't have anything to do with why i watched it..honestly..) and ofcourse i cried a liter of tears if not more. Then when i watched budou no ki i cried even more LOL im so glad i have my own room to cry in without interruption ^_^

Later on i decided to go to Daiso since i was so bored, didn't find anything interesting but i got some senbei.. Oh and finally had McDonald's which i havn't had since i was in Japan.. So ofcourse i started reminiscing..

Somehow, i feel like ive read a book. LOL. but i don't remember reading one, maybe in my dreams. Lately i started having really vivid dreams where before i didn't even dream most nights..

I love listening to NewS's easy come easy go, its so fresh and upbeat!

Its summer time as NewS keep reminding us, esp yamapi in his nikki, everyday he says "summer is here".. so i guess its time for icecream again, not that i like icecream anyways, but i dont mind icecream sandwiches..

Fefe-chan, remember the うらしまたろう　story we tried reading before, i guess in October or something, and we read the first 2 pages and it was too hard, we didn't understand the verbs.. I tried reading it backwards LOL started with the last page. It was so much easier, all words and verbs we know.. so yeah moral of the story, read stories starting with the end, they're easier ;P
Except, i know urashimatarou opened the box he wasn't supposed to open and turned into a white bearded old man but im not sure where the box came from, got to read the beginning i guess LOL

Thats all since i really have to finish working on my capstone and some other assignment i have. Jya ne.

PS Maybe i should stop reading yamapi's nikki. I had to rewrite this post almost 4 times coz its seemed all about food..

Rubik's Cube

I'm starting to like Shige (Kato Shigeaki from NewS) more by the day. He writes such long and interesting posts, as opposed to some -ahem ryo ahem- who only write something once in a blue moon. I'm becoming addicted to these jwebs, don't know how i used to live without reading them every single day.. Oh and for once, Yamapi didn't write about food or the weather ^^

I went over to marie-san's house today after uni, and had such a wonderful time. The food was really delicious and we talked mostly about Japan so i definitely had a great time. Oh and her baby is so cute mashallah, as is her little boy who kept asking for more and more sweets ^_^ hehe lucky boy, i wish my mum would listen to me everytime i say i want sweets.. hehe.. Arigatou marie-san. totemo tanoshikatta desu!

Later on i had my Japanese class which was interesting, we spend a while talking about the Japanese culture and how polite and well-mannered the japanese people are. Then we went off topic completely and talked about some weird words-not japanese-. Anyways, it was an interesting class.. omoshirokatta desu ne, fefechan.. learning another language is fun coz we make silly mistakes..

When i got home i found that my sis A is here, what a nice surprise! Unfortunately i have uni stuff to work on and didnt even sit with here till now..

Next time i go to Japan im seriousely going to track yamapi down and meet him.. i had this scenario in my head..
i got to his uni and pretend to be there coz i want to enroll or something.. ask around about him, im sure everyone knows him and what classes hes in.. then wait for him to show up at class but dont talk to him then.. follow him home, and then ambush him LOL
unfortunately, the next time i go to Japan he will've graduated i guess.. but other than that, its a good plan ne? ^_^

I'm too tired to write anything except, I can't wait for Last Friend's 3rd episode, but i don't think its even out in Japan yet so.. i have to wait.. Oyasumi

PS if you figure out what the title has to do with (why i chose it), i'll give you a prize ;)

Zettai kareshi, Laruku, and Trains

I started watching Zettai Kareshi (Absolute Boyfriend) today. Only 2 episodes out yet but its a nice change so i will be continuing it. Its about a girl whose looking for her ideal boyfriend and is always rejected by guys until shes unknowingly signs up for a 5 day trial of a boyfriend-robot. Its funny and the two 2 lead guys are so good looking..

Watched episode 3 of Last Friends, its good. Can't wait for next week's ep. hmm what else?

Tomorrow im going over to marie-san's house for lunch, going to be interesting im sure.. i just hope i find her house. my mum's directions are pretty good so hopefully i'll find it..

I have Japanese class tomorrow.. hmm i wonder what we will study..?!

laruku ni hamatte imashita. saikin, laruku no uta wo kikimasen desu. demo, kinou "alone en la vida" wo kikimashita. Totemo kirei na uta desu. (fefechan fix this for me pweez.. do you use desu or deshita with saikin, i have no idea! anyways, tell me what you think im saying LOL). PS, laruku=L'Arc~en~Ciel.

On the other hand, uni work has been driving me insane. Our professor gave us yet another case study to analyze.. but he said to find the problems and analyze them and write recommendations, sounds easy enough ne.. but there are no problems in the case?! or maybe im missing something, but it doesn't seem to mention any problems at all.. it doesn't even concentrate on the company that much, its too broad and just lists factual information.. its frustrating.. Oh well..

I don't know why im remembering this, not sure what reminded me of it, but when we were in Japan. When your on the train, depending on the stop, the doors of the train open on different sides. So my bro, who would sometimes stand up before me would go towards the wrong door .. Especially when the train would be packed, its hard to know what door will open simply by observing the people coz its crowded next to all the doors and i would forget that my bro doesn't know Japanese (coz they say over the intercom thingy what side door will open) and would go ahead of him and twice he almost got stuck on the train after i'd gotten off.. So then i taught him migi and hidari so he would recognize it.. LOL he knew the words but couldn't make out the words that were being spoken coz its too fast.. it was just funny every time he'd go to the right door and then the left would open lol and he'd look like a fool.. most of the trains actually have a screen that shows what door will open but usually its too late, just a few seconds before stopping, so after he'd made a fool out of himself.. LOL.. Those days were fun.. omoshirokatta!

Prisoner of Love & Summer Time

I watched the first episode of Last Friends yesterday, and the second today.. the 3rd is out but not subbed yet.. its really good.. Ryo's part is really mean but i feel bad for Sousuke too.. Anyways, here the OST for LF, its soooo good:


And NewS's Summer Time is really cute and fresh!



Hehe they look cute like that..

NewS have another new song out, i'll go listen to it.. i'd totally forgotten about it..
TC